Liz/
I'm eagerly waiting for some pics of
I'm in the process of self-kicking my butt in order to get some more interesting work. I'm tired of some of the things I have to do to earn a living. I'm esp. tired of some disgusting inner politics going on. I realized that my work load in a paper I write for I've started to decline once I said I won't write a blog there for free. Sorry, I don't write for free, unless it's for my own pleasure. It stinks, I'm pretty sick and sad about that situation, but I won't reconsider and give up because of some insidious pressure.
Work on my upcoming book is coming along nicely. The photographer I'm working with is great and we share a sense of humor as well as similar tastes in art & music. And he's loaned me a Patrick Dennis book I adored as well as the Auntie Mame movie I'd wanted to see forever.
Thierry WANTS a chihuahua like crazy ever since I made the mistake of taking him to a petstore where a bunch of pups were playing and doing everything they could to charm his Visa off. Sadly, I've decided I won't have a doggie, because I don't want to satisfy all my desires for fear of not wanting anything more. And it's too much of commitment for me. I hate commitments. I've also given up the idea of going to Japan for that same reason... Fear of not desiring anything. It sounds silly, I know. And Thierry's starting to freak out, thinking I don't want to build and plan anything. Which is true.
So really, it's still a big of a mess up there. Ups and downs. Same old... Sorry to bore you to tears with all that shit.
Blythou out.